please don’t judge me until you’ve walked a mile in my shoesTumblr (3.0; @holliecrean14)http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/<p>what is your motivation to recover</p> <p>i don&#8217;t have any motivation to recover its almost like i don&#8217;t want to like an addiction that i don&#8217;t want but cant stop i have to feed it.</p>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49213696225http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49213696225Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:24:01 -0400<p>what part of your body was most effected by it?</p> <p>id like to say my wrists or my thighs but really it was my head, i got really screwed up after and angry at everyone like it was their fault like every little thing they did was the most annoying thing ever, i would snap at them for nothing but i could never tell them why i was s angry, i m afraid of being judged, my depression got deeper and i couldn&#8217;t control any of my actions anymore</p>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49213568016http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49213568016Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:22:24 -0400<p>how long have you been self harming? discuss why you started.</p> <p>i started less than  year ago around two weeks into September, i started because i felt so alone, like i had no one to talk to, no one to help me, there was family, friends and school pressure building up and i needed a release i saw the scissors and i cut my wrist 27 times that day, most faded away a bit but if you look close enough you can see them, little pink and white marks, pink from where i wasn&#8217;t careful enough to hide them. That day was the first time iv ever seen my dad cry over something iv done</p>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49213099057http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49213099057Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:16:33 -0400self+harm+challenge<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/6d48ab9b7fad3d57da31c7ba04a81b8c/tumblr_mm0lx3XXRi1rmq0w6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://cookies-and-cuts.tumblr.com/post/49172709050/day-26-as-cliched-as-this-will-be-the-thing">cookies-and-cuts</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Day 26:<br/> As cliched as this will be, the thing that makes me most happy is my boyfriend. He more or less knows me inside and out, and he can always make me smile. He’s willing to listen and will just lay and hug me if that’s what I need. We have silly arguments, but I love him more than anything and I need him.</p> </blockquote>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212784733http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212784733Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:12:34 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3c655b83c3642110bf42d6dd350810f2/tumblr_mm1cronljb1rqleaao1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212545627http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212545627Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:09:32 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8e9eae9606fd0d07d86ce75aef4b3069/tumblr_mm1e4boihD1ram53bo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212412957http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212412957Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:07:50 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/53365dc6f0a783266d87e43eaeb4bbd1/tumblr_mm1feu8On21rz4mbho1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212284274http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212284274Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:06:10 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/42018e0898a67508864ff155a4b9c909/tumblr_mm1fwxwjQF1s245dqo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212250810http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212250810Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:05:44 -0400<a href="http://nopeachthanks.tumblr.com/post/49209768224/yknow-one-day-i-just-wanna-go-out-with-no">Nobody's Home: Y’know, one day, I just wanna go out with no sleeves, hang out with...</a>: <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://nopeachthanks.tumblr.com/post/49209768224/yknow-one-day-i-just-wanna-go-out-with-no">nopeachthanks</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Y’know, one day, I just wanna go out with no sleeves, hang out with friends and see who actually notices my scars. Right now, looking at them, they’re so obvious to me, especially when I look closely. On my left arm, there isn’t a cm which doesn’t have a scar on it, however little. When you take…</p> </blockquote>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212229624http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212229624Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:05:28 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/d0fa5726d89df78ef5022d8184ee200b/tumblr_mm1g3t3Hav1s0og6io1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212138887http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212138887Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:04:18 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/df0aea2cda8e3c07b55924d7c9aa4203/tumblr_mm1gb1229Z1s9i6fao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212117963http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212117963Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:04:02 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/193d03f66ac98b38131438cdeced8a15/tumblr_mm1gk9HL0m1s2nyyjo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://that1bandgirl.tumblr.com/post/49210677512/beauty">that1bandgirl</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Beauty.</p> </blockquote>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212092599http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49212092599Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:03:42 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/b242e8f45f3f96c58d352fab686c897c/tumblr_mirftbQ5Er1s0fp78o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49211813110http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/49211813110Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:00:15 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lotzdi8HZD1qik9g7o1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/37123025034http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/37123025034Mon, 03 Dec 2012 13:38:21 -0500<p>cant write anything on twitter anymore!</p>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/35658174651http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/35658174651Tue, 13 Nov 2012 17:01:12 -0500<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdg3tm03is1rkkfcao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/35656000933http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/35656000933Tue, 13 Nov 2012 16:32:58 -0500http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/35655962298http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/35655962298Tue, 13 Nov 2012 16:32:26 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdg3pr8ef81riv31xo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/35655932178http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/35655932178Tue, 13 Nov 2012 16:32:02 -0500<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m98385a66g1qfb46yo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/33008959687http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/33008959687Sat, 06 Oct 2012 04:29:14 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbe3jdDTyq1qg6lfjo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://tumblr.elle.com/post/32897091624/a-study-in-chic-contrasts-buttoned-up-blouse-with" class="tumblr_blog">elle</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>A study in chic contrasts: buttoned-up blouse with a Joomi Lim necklace (Taken with <a href="http://instagram.com">Instagram</a>)</p></blockquote>http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/32898088356http://holliecrean14.tumblr.com/post/32898088356Thu, 04 Oct 2012 18:37:09 -0400