what is your motivation to recover

i don’t have any motivation to recover its almost like i don’t want to like an addiction that i don’t want but cant stop i have to feed it.

what part of your body was most effected by it?

id like to say my wrists or my thighs but really it was my head, i got really screwed up after and angry at everyone like it was their fault like every little thing they did was the most annoying thing ever, i would snap at them for nothing but i could never tell them why i was s angry, i m afraid of being judged, my depression got deeper and i couldn’t control any of my actions anymore

how long have you been self harming? discuss why you started.

i started less than  year ago around two weeks into September, i started because i felt so alone, like i had no one to talk to, no one to help me, there was family, friends and school pressure building up and i needed a release i saw the scissors and i cut my wrist 27 times that day, most faded away a bit but if you look close enough you can see them, little pink and white marks, pink from where i wasn’t careful enough to hide them. That day was the first time iv ever seen my dad cry over something iv done