30 day self harm challenge day three
what is your motivation to recover
i don’t have any motivation to recover its almost like i don’t want to like an addiction that i don’t want but cant stop i have to feed it.
30 day self harm challenge, day two
what part of your body was most effected by it?
id like to say my wrists or my thighs but really it was my head, i got really screwed up after and angry at everyone like it was their fault like every little thing they did was the most annoying thing ever, i would snap at them for nothing but i could never tell them why i was s angry, i m afraid of being judged, my depression got deeper and i couldn’t control any of my actions anymore
30 day self harm challenge
how long have you been self harming? discuss why you started.
i started less than year ago around two weeks into September, i started because i felt so alone, like i had no one to talk to, no one to help me, there was family, friends and school pressure building up and i needed a release i saw the scissors and i cut my wrist 27 times that day, most faded away a bit but if you look close enough you can see them, little pink and white marks, pink from where i wasn’t careful enough to hide them. That day was the first time iv ever seen my dad cry over something iv done